Thoughts on a Lunch Break, IX
Mar. 28th, 2013 07:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spryng- Is it writer's block? Or is it I just can't find my focus? I dropped OIBM out of disinterest to work on Sen, now I am close to dropping Sen out of disinterest (and intimidation) to work on the GW/SC/CB series. Arrgh. And now of course I can't decide if I should feel out my whim or button down and and ignore them.
- Speaking of writing, I have become paralyzed with the idea of querying. It's ridiculous, but I can't seem to get past it because they will reject me. Of course the lizard brain doesn't seem to understand that not querying comes to the same effect. And every single time I sit down to do it, I freeze up and think of better ways to procrastinate. Rarrgh.
- On the lighter side, I got the promotion. Hupp! I get to train people now. FEAR ME.
- Cactopodes is coming to a close, and just at the right time. I managed to keep up a thrice weekly posting schedule for almost three months and it stayed fun - up until about last week. Possibly because I'm winding things up and I hate writing endings, or possibly because it's simply time. But it is time. Maybe I'll revisit it someday.
- Speaking of writing, I have become paralyzed with the idea of querying. It's ridiculous, but I can't seem to get past it because they will reject me. Of course the lizard brain doesn't seem to understand that not querying comes to the same effect. And every single time I sit down to do it, I freeze up and think of better ways to procrastinate. Rarrgh.
- On the lighter side, I got the promotion. Hupp! I get to train people now. FEAR ME.
- Cactopodes is coming to a close, and just at the right time. I managed to keep up a thrice weekly posting schedule for almost three months and it stayed fun - up until about last week. Possibly because I'm winding things up and I hate writing endings, or possibly because it's simply time. But it is time. Maybe I'll revisit it someday.
