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Oct. 8th, 2015 08:00 amCrossfit on Wednesday was not awful and I actually managed to finish the workout ahead of some of the other girls. Yes! Slowly, but surely. I wonder if eating an entire pizza by myself the night before helped at all... hah, so much for Whole30 this month.
Well, I'll still do it this month (and into November), but I just realized that having come off of two weeks not eating and still having a hard time remembering to eat, maybe it wasn't the best time to enforce restrictions. So this week has been kind of free for all, but I've also been (finally) eating three meals a day so it's a win. Also I'm feeling better and more energetic over all.
And as things improve health-wise, so too do they improve in the rest of my life. My writing is picking up and I have hope again that I might finish this first draft on time. My agent has been whispering sweet somethings in my ear - nothing concrete, but legit reasons to get a little hopeful, even excited. Aaand I have an interview early next week for a full-time, decent-paying job. Plus, a good friend who has been out of town because of some a death in her family is going to be here next week.
In the past when a bunch of positive things happened at once, I usually got nervous and waited for something bad to happen. But September was so bad, I feel like I can actually allow myself to be hopeful.
Well, I'll still do it this month (and into November), but I just realized that having come off of two weeks not eating and still having a hard time remembering to eat, maybe it wasn't the best time to enforce restrictions. So this week has been kind of free for all, but I've also been (finally) eating three meals a day so it's a win. Also I'm feeling better and more energetic over all.
And as things improve health-wise, so too do they improve in the rest of my life. My writing is picking up and I have hope again that I might finish this first draft on time. My agent has been whispering sweet somethings in my ear - nothing concrete, but legit reasons to get a little hopeful, even excited. Aaand I have an interview early next week for a full-time, decent-paying job. Plus, a good friend who has been out of town because of some a death in her family is going to be here next week.
In the past when a bunch of positive things happened at once, I usually got nervous and waited for something bad to happen. But September was so bad, I feel like I can actually allow myself to be hopeful.
