spryng | (no subject)

I've been having a really hard time life-ing these past few days. It's a confluence of things - and maybe hormones - and I keep wanting to apologize for being useless and unresponsive, but I mostly just want to hide and cry. I went home from work early on Thursday because I couldn't handle being around people. I would have called in Friday, too, but I don't have that much time. I woke Lady up with ugly sobbing this morning.
I don't want sympathy or pity. I just want people to understand if I'm cold or distant lately. It's not you. It's me.